BETTER THAN THIS!

I don't know what's up with me. There's a small, still voice inside of me that keep whispering, "I'm better than this!"

I have not been myself, or the best me, over some time now. I don't have the same vigor & drive that I know is in me. Somewhere, laying dormant! It's there, I just can't feel it. The gusto isn't there. Energy - zero! I haven't been able to fully focus and concentrate. I don't know why I'm so distracted yet in many ways, I have a mundane spirit and attitude.

I'm better than this.....and I know it!  Why can't I pull myself up out of this slump and snap out of it?!

Snap out of what?  That's just it....I don't know!  All I know is, I'm better than this!

I'm happy to know that how I feel doesn't define who I am. If that were the case, I'd be a total failure! I know I am not, for I am better than this!

Help me Lord!

Carla