Seems like I've been ticking people off lately! I don't know whether to laugh or cry about that. I am shaking my head about it, as I just don't know what's going on.
The obvious question is, what's wrong with everybody? But the better question might be, what's wrong with me? I don't know the answer to either. It is so weird. Either I'm bumping heads with folks, or I'm honest about something and it stings, or in many cases I simply don't know what the heck I did to cause such a reaction from them!
I'm wearing it all on my shoulders because I take responsibility and feel that it's all my fault. I don't like to hurt people, but it seems as though I am. Yet on the other hand, a little voice inside tells me that I can't be responsible for where people are. I realize that everyone has their own issues and perhaps, just perhaps, I come along or I'm standing in their line of fire, and I get smacked with their stuff.
Maybe I'm moving and no longer stand where I once was. Whatever the case, I'm stepping on toes and am at odds. It is so amazing to me. I mean, there have been cases when people I didn't even know had a beef with me! Unfortunately (or not), I do carry it. Either I don't do what they want or expect me to, or they want me to do something that I don't want to do.
Well, all I want to know is what's going on?
Carla
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